2009年09月23日

Another trial

After a week of hard working, I've got a strong urge to poish up my own English abilities.

There has been a long interval since the last time I listened to English-learning medea, practiced taking notes and eye-translation, and got deep into grammatical studies. Now, I'm not sure it's fortunate or unfortunate that I don't have a steady job. But anyway, I have a lot of time, which allows me to do whatever I want to do, or which can be easily wasted.

During the past five years I spent in Hokkaido, I was sufferd from severe depression. The disease often tempted me to destroy myself and robbed me of meaning of my life. I badly struggled and survived anyhow. I've got back myself, and got back to Osaka where I was born.

Time is precious as I get older. Some might say I am too old to seek a prefessional career, others might say there's no such a thing that is too late to be started. I don't know which is the right view for me to adopt. But I cannnot affort any choice to make because I have little time to fulfill my life, which means I should take up the latter view and do whatever I can do.

As long as I live, I try to be better than myself. That is what life is about.

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